And that wasn't the last time ;

Since you left me dead laid here ;
[3:44 PM]

MUMMY , IT'S OVER!!!!!

It's so difficult to say goodbye to a serial which grew to a sort of addiction. And never had I thought that I'd stick my ass to the chair so obediently during 9-10pm every weekday just to watch Golden Path. It's a wonder how realistic that show was written to be, how human nature and desires got the better over conscience. But that's how Man was created for, to be puppeteer-ed by God's Will. Just like black and white pawns on a checkered board, waiting to be moved - be it against or not your will.

When you are about to reckon that Man are simple animals waiting to be 'moved', you are forgetting that we are living animals who are leading our own lives. So, whether during your ups or downs or through cries or smiles , don't forget that Life is a puzzle itself. Piece them together , at the end of your life you'll take a look at the path you took, and thats the moves you were pushed to take by God in this game.

Since you left me dead laid here ;
[10:04 PM]

I hope my apologies have reached most of the people whoever viewed my Friendster dating since Tuesday. And it's a complete horror because I saw photos of ugly dicks in my photo album in Friendster. I didn't realise it because Friendster is becoming a bore for me, and I only check it every once a week. Indeed , I logged in once this week, but that was in school. And that prank started from there. Once again, sorry. Will try to blog more soon.

Since you left me dead laid here ;
[12:41 AM]

In the lake I see the crystal blue,
And in the water I witness you.
While at the present all is dust,
What's back in the past is love and lust.

I feel like walking on this frosted surface of the lake,
Being cautious and sashay not forgetting it may break.
But I know it's one path closer my legs can take,
And it's another distance from the memories I've forsake.

Now I'm sitting at the lakeside,
Above are the doves taking flight.
Just hours after the night,
My heart has you - my only sight.

I haven't slept for 12 hours and it's time for school soon. Sigh.

Labels: Colours

Since you left me dead laid here ;
[7:34 AM]

I held back my New Years greetings for too long I guess. And it's getting unbearable the longer I don't post. Late New Year wishing to all, hope everything turns out to be well and desired for you people.

It's also a optimum time to find out what are your goals for this year, and prioritise them accordingly. Note your resolution down on a piece of paper, paste them on a wall you face whenever you wake up and let motivation overwhelm you with confidence and pride in working hard for your goals. I almost forget there's something called "New Year resolutions" until Jinx suddenly popped the question which said " What are your resolutions for this year?". I was like , " damn I didn't know you bother about such -.-". So I went back home and thought over that question to realise that there's nothing wrong with having them. Man works towards their goals. It's getting similar to the saying If you fail to plan , you plan to fail. Which is very true. School is reopening just next week and Chinese New Year is coming too. Some of the entertainment shows broadcasted are actually having the Dong Dong Qiang tune as their background already. And that well known Ba Gua advertisement whereby Zoe Tay slowly munching on roasted pork is already playing on Tv. How fast.

And my laopeh said " Don't wait to strike when the iron is hot, make the iron hot by striking." Cool isn't it.

Since you left me dead laid here ;
[8:09 PM]

What's today's date? It's been long. =/

Since you left me dead laid here ;
[5:12 AM]

Merry Xmas people. Hard to believe , but sad to say a new year is approaching. Wonder how prepared are you to welcome yet another new start, another chapter unfolding.

For me, I have yet to spoil myself with my 'want's while some of my 'need's are still left un-dealt with. For every thing I want to get, and after missing the opportunity I told myself there's always tomorrow. And when tomorrow comes I simply bestowed myself another 'tomorrow'. How many 'tomorrow's do I have? What if I meet an accident which leaves me only 3 days of survival? Will I , still , have the chance to have another tomorrow?

Life, has proven to me that it's nothing but just ticking away of time. And the cruel thing about it is that we can't have any control over how much time we get to enjoy, or the speed of time passing by. The only difference between people around us is the way we live our lives. So, to people like me, start enjoying and colouring your lives with the colours you want.

Since you left me dead laid here ;
[2:00 AM]