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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

I saw, the dawn. The beautiful glow of orange beamed into the room through the tinted windows. I hurried my hands in every and any where I could place. I touched nothing. Treat it as loneliness they say. So I did. People say, kind begets kindness. People say, the God is fair when you're deserves it. People say, I love my friends a lot. People say, people says.




Every morning I rarely got to experience gives me a refreshing moment. The moment tells me, "Good morning. Your sleeping time is over. Wake up and call your friends for breakfast. Forget about yesterday, bury your past now. A new day is waiting for you. To deem is a success or doom it's entirely your choice Sir."


I'm not tired. I'm just stuck between ponders and wonders. I'm contradicting myself every minute. I thought of yesterday and...





But the fact stands that there shouldn't be any yesterday in our lives. We forget our mistakes, sorrows and unhappiness. Lock the wonderful memories but don't date them. We forget our pains and failures and we stand up again. The dusk tells me I haven't lived the fullest today, but the next dawn tells me is all up to me to enjoy my day. I fell down yesterday, today I stood up and forget the pain. This is the best thing.




In always this hectic scheduled life, we brushed past strangers , new friend encounters and daily life experiences. For in life, has anyone not failed in anything before? Simple failures of not managing to wake up at 5am and forgetting to bring your books to school count too. You get ticked by your teacher and the next time you will never repeat your mistakes any once more. You will constantly remind to tell yourself, that that will be the last time you are late for school and not bringing your books.


In life, everyone fails. Everyone falls. I remember when I was young and catching fish by a drain where all the dirty black fuel collects, I bent over too much that I fell into the pool of stinky water. I suffered deep cuts and got myself wrenched in filth. I cried and cried. But yet, I still fish from that same spot. From then, I grabbed onto a nearby thick metal to ensure my safety. Its was very difficult to get rid of the fear which made me constantly think of the filthiness and some deep scratches on my hand. But if catching fish was what I love doing, I went ahead catching fish at the same spot. When I learned how to secure myself sturdily without the support of the metal rod, I squatted by the water confidently and how I loved that feeling.





The feeling of overcoming a fear from a fall is always great. You know you've grown up, you know you are independent, you know you've achieved something. Bring your guts out, your hope and confidence, scare Fear , not you scared of Fear.








When you master cycling, you are the one who controls the bicycle, not the bicycle controlling you, isn't it ? Always dare to try what you haven't, the feeling will be even great than how you thought it would be. Cheers.



Since you left me dead laid here ;
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