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Friday, October 13, 2006

Some times, when you needed a sleep so badly, thoughts just got the better of you, not letting you into your beautiful lassitude. The thoughts, though, were dear, so heart-warming which makes your heart thump tremendously. The future thoughts, of how much you are going to gain from your endeavors. The thoughts blossomed in your mind uncontrollably, you'll find yourself engulfed in such happiness you've lost just a course of within a year ago. Love, knows no directions. Feelings, makes no confession. This pleasant illusion, kept me awake all the way from 2am, till 5 near 6am today morning. I didn't know when I got into my deep slumber. But all I know is, I love those thoughts and I'm so vividly awake now and lethargic now.



I'm totally in love with myself today. Just this day, I closer the relationship between me and my father by a fair lot. A simple letter to him , and sweet asks of how's his work and a little chat. It made me overjoyed. I hope, Dad, you're happy too.



Because I never realized how far the seas are away from this world. I don't know when will I get involved in a tragedy or maybe, I don't know how long my breathe is going to last. Because I know the pains of losing someone or something so badly that you never managed to fall asleep. Start today, not later. I cherish everyone and everything now. Not later. Sometimes my posts are so misleading that people think that I've still not yet gotten over her. But so sorry, she's at the back of my head now. Because I'll never forget what she did too me. What for, ponder and wonder over someone, who doesn't loves me? Who doesn't relishes the tears dropped and the concern shown. Haha. SO PLEASE, I'm over her now OKAYS!! =)





I looked around me today, something is wrong. He continued sitting there when everyone left. Rustling his fingers against his handphone, the look and silence he practiced jolted me at a clear meaning, something is wrong. He, fought for what he wants since months ago. Now what you want is back , what you cannot tolerate is back. Whether this path is for you to go ahead or not, all can I say is this, the choice is his. The matter whether to trust your taste or stupidity, it's up to you to determine. Make sure this is love and worth your love. If not, there's no point turning the time wheel back to gain what you've lost. What's more, your attitude has to be changed from now.



Since you left me dead laid here ;
[9:44 PM]