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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

To prevent any lack of sleep in a particular one, I decide to blog this in discreet, deep late into the night. Especially one who has been coughing no better, sick and still unwell. Sorry though, but I meant well. She has school later on you see, I was just trying to play the good man. I was feeling so tired in the afternoon for sleeping only 2 hours then turning for O's Chinese, but now, I'm like so energetic, overjoyed to sleep. Thank you, love.



Was just wondering, have I been neglecting someone? Due to the little time we interact as we are differently engrossed in studying, my fault or yours? I believe my ears are always here. Maybe you didn't make full use of it. Since you're already here, there's no use crying. No use lamenting for a turn back. Time, the money of our life, can never request you an 'another time'. Everyone makes mistakes, feel guilty and the key to solution is to repent and not repeat. How you treated whoever you've lost, or what ever you've done, is already meted out. How could you take them back ? If I could ever turn or stop the time, I wished for being a toddler till I die. Why? Because they have none worries, no problems and they are so naive. Instead of being in this complicated society where relations with people sets in, with questionable behaviour and unpredictable moves, they indulge in their tiny land of theirs in their minds.



Because you know Life is full of gains and loses, because everyone is unable to gain control and manipulate it. Because you know who you relish so much will eventually be gone. Because you know you haven't had enough time with that person. Because you don't know how to express your feelings. Because it's Life, you shouldn't be daunted by that sadness. Stand up, bloody cross-eyed freak. =D



Since you left me dead laid here ;
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