I've always, managed myself. So much and deep that I will never verb the word "betray". Especially to those who are close to me. I love my friends because I believe in the word call " 情 ". I emphasise that word more than I can do on anything in this world. I believe and claimed everything and everyone in this world are connected through this word.
Whether be it love, friends, family or even foes. The term between each and every of this term consists of this word " 情 ". Because the day Man dies is when he has become heartless from this worldly beauty, immune to every praises or critizms without showing appreciation or anger. That's why I was more than agitated to be when I fairly had my share with one of my friend and slightly confirm he's the one who did some stuffs to me. Come God, he's my friend, can you track him back on the path of well-being and goodwill? I won't want him to lose himself in dilemma and guilt the nights he's going to go through. The more hurt comes in when I know he's not even sparing the least thought on repenting. To think I've always wasted my breath on him hoping he changes. But today he kills my hope and twist the scenario around again and again.
Phew, because of you, I know more friends who will be there EVEN if they meet me in real life. Thank yous and fcuk yous to you dude.
Since you left me dead laid here ;
[12:17 AM]
Hawwy
I speak in deep ungracefulness and I'm not those geeky , cute , bea(it)chy boys you go after. I'm a dangerous game to play, and you won't have enough tears to pay.
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