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Friday, November 17, 2006

Apart from games, music to do with in link with my computer. I msn and blog. But yet, I waited for blogger to load with Mozilla and it failed me with anxiety to blog so much. That's when I began cursing at those potato eaters and its struck me smart to open with IE. Oh my God, success! So, bottomline is Mozilla sucks because Microsoft bombed Mozilla's company. Is there a private one for Mozilla by the way?




I remembered on the day when Maths was over, I sighed heavily with questionable results I'll be getting next year. How good will I fare? I was stucked in between the smiles because it's over, and the sighs because it's the key to my future. What if, I fail my Maths? What if I fail my Maths ? I'm getting into shit course and not even a school other than ITE. I'm drenched in cold sweats with trembles, I'm learning to enjoy the last 2 papers but still heavily weighed down by that horrifying thought. I'm really afraid, so afraid that I'll fail that paper... Shoulder me.. And fcuk it maths.




I regret not swallowing down the abacus when I didn't know anything during my premature days. Maybe that helps. Desire, burning and growing to overwhelming desire;to stand up and shine. That feathery clouds as described, tinged with a tone of navy to baby blue sky got the better of me today. I remembered I got the moon before captured, and I thought of the sun which sets down and glares in the morning. If money were to be non-existent, won't people more appreciate love? Won't they be kind and innocent in thoughts, that everyone is everyone's Samaritans ? If money were to dissolved into thin air now, won't love be expressed no more through monetary involved activities? Till then, won't love appear so nice and sweet, with flowers gifted and words exchanged ?







Stained.



Since you left me dead laid here ;
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