Maybe the best thing I know of myself is that I have a garden of friends to fall upon whenever I'm in low spirits, or when something just got me haywired, not knowing what to do. If not for my friends, I know I can always figure a way to stand up once again and smile aftermath. It's an inevitable course in life, where everyone has to undergo setbacks and understand sadness. Getting to know why is sadness available to everyone of us means to get hold of it's essence and tell yourself it's actually just momentarily. Haven't I got sad enough when that feeling I needed the most just ended after following a cold period of 7days ?
Now, it's two months, but I yearn no more for it again. Some may say because I'm interested in some one else. But if I haven't forgot about Regina, how will I fall for others? Wouldn't it be unfair for my new crush ? Because I learned from my tears that it's actually irreversible, that nothing is worth a another time. Without a stop in anything on Earth, nothing new will surface. This is a cruel reality. Even moments which are flowery and captivating, they do end. Stars upon don't shine for a lifetime. They shine for a short course of time, to notify you of their beauty. At our current age, it'd be really hard to hold a relationship which lasts long. So why not hold on to the memories, but not the lead in it with you ? They will appear the best times you have ever went through.
For my dear friend, the one you called today is me, that meant I'm here for you especially when you're down ,( aiya, you happy also never call me lol) isn't that a pleasant news for you ? Now you know life doesn't revolves around your loved one but your friends too, who don't want to see you being despondent. Forget the past and continue your future. =)
Since you left me dead laid here ;
[11:12 PM]
Hawwy
I speak in deep ungracefulness and I'm not those geeky , cute , bea(it)chy boys you go after. I'm a dangerous game to play, and you won't have enough tears to pay.
Give me that
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Wireless Mouse ( Bluetooth )
160 Gb portable HDD
MORE RAM
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