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Saturday, February 17, 2007

I need to blog. And I have to blog. Blog for the hollows which fled to celebration of the CNY, and those who hiatus their computer activities. I'm blogging randomly, with multiple reasons. Firstly to serve as an entertainment, second to update on my status - proving I'm not dead yet and finale ; fun to blog randomly.




Feelings. How long have you been living with them ? When it sets in like a invisible strength which makes you feel cheerful for days, how do you prolong it ? And when it comes to you as a threat to your mood , how do you silence it ? For me, it's very simple. Ever since long ago, you all should know that I bury myself in nothing but meals , sleep , Msea plus Ivan and gang and a wonder to my life Tam. Why I place her last ? Because she's the person who keeps my heart beating for love.


If I woke up with her call which comes in sweetly usually plus a packet of Ang Keong nasi lemak on the dining table I'll be said 1/2 happy for the day. And next, if I were to find a Steely in game and meet Ivan and guys to chill and joke like nobody business, I'm full with happiness. Tam's calls normally brightens my mood , yes at times there are disagreements ( zzz ) , I return her with my utmost effort by making her laugh and feel loved. When my Mum bought nasi lemak from that coffeeshop, I'll ask her to buy again the next day if it's convenient. When I get to hunt a steely in game , I sell it off and enjoy a little more to my wealth. When we laughed so much for the day during the normal meet-ups, that day will be a matter for reminisce when I'm old next time.




But when I have a minor quarrel with Tam, I make sure she and I clarify each other's doubts and assure a healthy relationship like always. That's what I'm doing today. It's not that the trust is not there. Is the sense of feeling secure and afraid that something is happening without each other's knowledge. It refers to both of us. It's just something I seek as a reason to throw a little tantrum to know how much effort are you willing to spend on making me feel loved and pacified.




Well, everyone knows how girls are. When you tease her too much , she will throw tantrums at you in a cute way, wanting to be treated like a princess with guys there , like a dog boot-licking them. You'll start blurting out how gorgeous are they for that day and they present you that " yaya as if " thing but they themselves feeling that tinge of happiness they feel within, not wanting to express them out. And then with a bit more of flattery, they'll hug you and call you "silly".



But when girls tease guys , guys usually won't mind ; unless overboard lah. Ok, for this case it's not. When a girl makes fun of her Bf , the guy decides to stamps his feet and pouts , fold his arms and throw just a little little tantrum, at the same time , not to talk to the girl. So the guy ignores the girl for just a few minutes, and the girl will say " aiya forget it lah , I go home myself. when you song liao then contact me. "





Kanina! FUCK!
Why can't girls just spend a little more effort to pacify a guy when they are just trying out behaving like little boys waiting to be showered with love? Come on leh, guys need to take care of you all but yet cannot get pacified once in a while by you all one meh ? Wah piang~ I mean it's like though we are behaving like little minors but we are still cute during our whining period one okay? Sigh. Girls just don't understand. And yet they expect 101% of flattery, begging and tickling before they succumb to us and say " ok lah forgive you lah .... HMPH! " Now guys have to start everything again. Running fingertips under girls' chins and go " ah gu gu" with our facial expression a little like fathers. And then repeat ( AGAIN ) "you are sooooooo pretty today ( read : only today , and that's what most girls use to rebut ) ... angry not pretty already you know? " , "sayang lah~~ darling~~ ".



Still not satisfied ? Here comes the grab and tickling at the waist. Then they'll go "OK OK HAHAHHA I SURRENDER HAHAHA~" Kana siao peh like that. Then after enough gasp of breaths , they will " you know very pain or not ?! "


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Kns, like that I will 'ji tao seh' sia. So why guys can't get such fun treatment ?



Since you left me dead laid here ;
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