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Monday, July 10, 2006

Some are bestowed the disability to walk. Some are illiterate. Some are born with slower minds. Some are gifted with the ability to graduate from university at the age of 15.


I, am fated to be snatched away from my most treasured possessions. Yes, the fact that I'm hiding in my shadow, walking with shifty eyes fearing someone would jus pounce on me and this time, snatching my little, meaningless life again. Confidence, everytime I'm lacking of it, and when I don't even recognise it in me, I retrieve them back again;for rounds after rounds after rounds.... This time, I reckoned nothing's gonna reconstruct it again, even to the most minor esteem. I'm feeling depressed...

Only today, I realize how weak I have been. How tough I've been trying to act all this stretch of time. That period is the most torturing, made-to-suffer ever I grew to experience. I smiled with lament inside me..






面对过去我没有勇气.. 后来我还是没有出现过你梦里...



Since you left me dead laid here ;
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