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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

That thing. Made me lose myself. That thing. Made me cry deep inside. That thing. Made me hate myself. That thing; I wished it wasn't even there.



It's never over the lost in that game. Is that wrench in my heart which painstakingly notify me of my utmost wrong of placing my trust in the shamefully wrong person. It was only then, I realised how dumb I've always been. I place my trust in people, to gain them my trust. But today, for their own advantages which happens only in gaming terms, they rather cast away my trust for them and turn their back against me. Being with me, who slacks and hullabaloos until the moment police comes to us for a spot check is never easy. I made sure new friends are worthy of my jewel trust to prevent any conflicts in the time to come. But now, the day is here. Someone amongst us is playing the role of being a black sheep.


HOW ? Am I, going to bring this matter up ?

HOW? Am I going to tell them in their faces 'I don't trust you anymore!'






Showers of shame and stupidity upon me, I was left to suffer. It's NEVER about anything in that game. It's about the friendship we behold, the times we had and the time I pour my sorrows with you guys being there for me. Never will I cast my suspicions on you, yet you killed me. Why did you turn your back ? Look at me.




Alright. Noticed some changes people? I feel that the black base is already boring you guys out ? Lol. Okays, vote for the tones of colours.




CHOICES ======
1. Exotic?
2. Egnimatic?
3. Gentle breeze?
4. Evil rises?



Tag please for the choice of colour going to be used in the next change. The blog is written for everyone of you, and thus it's going to be everyone of you to decide on the look of my blog. =)








In complete dilemma, I hiatus myself from that click. That click which erases my everything, which brainwashes my brain. I'm sorry. Give me one more week.



Since you left me dead laid here ;
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