It's a sudden jolt from bed, or I shouldn't put it that way. It was a deliberate wake by my stupid nose. Fcuk it man. =D So this early morning, I don't even know what I'm going to type about. Just only to praise that honey burnt beam which penetrates through the window, that fresh grassy smell that surrounds me, the chirps birds make a song of, and that heavy worry I harbour and pray to be fine.
Please please please, tell me nothing's going wrong later. Tell me that he's freed like always, so I won't lose a friend just like this. I've rarely expressed my thanks to everyone but I'm really appealing to you now Lord, please make nothing happen to him. I can't just lose a friend in this way. Please.
Heh, ironical shit of life. Makes hell out of us through such earthly separations be it by death or isolation. Which makes one cry the shit out of them, which makes....
me want to go back to sleep..
I love you, I couldn't find the words then, let me say that now.
Since you left me dead laid here ;
[4:09 AM]
Hawwy
I speak in deep ungracefulness and I'm not those geeky , cute , bea(it)chy boys you go after. I'm a dangerous game to play, and you won't have enough tears to pay.
Give me that
Burberry boxers
N95
Laptop bag
Wireless Mouse ( Bluetooth )
160 Gb portable HDD
MORE RAM
Windows Vista Home Ed
A photo taken with Kirsten Dunst