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Monday, January 08, 2007

I'm pretty defeated by the coldness in my tagboard. Kaos, too chim for you all to understand already is it ? Lol. Please tag can? Even Tam's not tagging, want to get smacked sia..


I just let a long piece of air out of me, I'm getting like deflated, too tired and can't be bothered with anything. So that shall clearly explains the informal language you can find in any parts of my post down, maybe. Time passes so fast, I couldn't even catch a moment and shoot it down. We all do change, it's just the difference of changing for the good or the worst. Mind you, it's just a tiny line of difference between both.


Did I ever tell you all, what's the difference between me and Ivan ? Something big as in a matter of fact, but yet, the difference remains silent and calm. I'm happy, Ivan's happier. Just this simple. We are all Man, why should we get bothered by matters of statuses, wealth, skin colour,distance between each of us and sorts? I watched "Confession of Pain" that day, nice show with great shooting techniques and plot. One of the lines in it which left me a hard strong impact was,


" Do you know why people love drinking? ( As in alcohol, specifically Whisky. )"

"Why?"

"Because it tastes bad."



How similar those lines bear in regards with Love? Why people don't mind the pain and unhappiness bound to happen when in Love and shuffled their way in? Because they want to experience that bitter unhappiness, or maybe because it's difficult to maintain a strong bonded love between two parties. We don't change time, time changes us instead. I've been trying to grab hold of power and change the direction my love life is heading, but just to realize before anything I was able to create a change in, time had long surpassed me and now still, ticking off each precious minute in my life, deducting yet another minute from today till I die.









Resign to fate, please let time change me. But I just can't wait for that fateful moment, I've too much to show.



Since you left me dead laid here ;
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