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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

I was just lying on my sofa just now, watching what's on the TV, even if the channel got tuned to Nickelodeon. There was a feeling streaming in me telling me that I'll be heavily homesick, and the flight is a pathetic 3 days away.

Well, I guess I will definitely be. One month's time, if I were to deem it long, it's just 4 weeks. But yet if I were to see it as only a short period of time, in reality it seemed like endless. When I was being asked whether am I interested for a China attachment trip, I agreed without thinking because I was simply bored of everything. School, 868, and my parents' occasional nagging. Now, when the flight is only barely a week away, how I wish my Mum will be there to nag at me, almost everyday.

Tell me how am I going to get used sleeping on a bed without my brother beside me giving me kicks sometimes, at night? Just tell me how am I going to get used to not meeting Ivan and Hao everyday? And everyone around me will be so foreign. Even those 2nd years kids I'm going with, they aren't the least my character.

Ironical humans. Am getting into bits of my packing and what is currently in my luggage is one lonely piece of clothing. Lol. I guess I will be too busy to update for the rest of the days, even if I were to update it wouldn't be corresponding to my trip. And since I'm in that mood now, might as well do it now. To all my friends please take care. One month of not seeing the handsome Hawy is nothing much. You all can always make use of the one month to be like me and give me a jolting shock when I'm back. And to the heartless Jess. I will hold your camera like I'm holding your hand walking in a park. I will keep it close to me every day and night, even when I'm bathing. So you earn yourself some private peeks. Haha, do take care people.



Since you left me dead laid here ;
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