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Friday, November 16, 2007

I'm feeling really lousy recently. I just can't do things in the way they should be done. I feel like I have been letting irresponsibility eat into me and maneuvering into the track I shouldn't have stepped into right from the start. But it's so hard to organise myself, it's just so difficult to do so. I can't imagine the depth of hurt I brought to my parents within a month of my return, I don't know where are the lessons learned in China, I don't recognise my attitude anymore. Sigh.



Since you left me dead laid here ;
[9:10 PM]